today work was kind of GREAT!

started work at 0830.

i feel time real fast today.

so fast its alr 1730!

time to go back!

haas.

nina finished work abt same time with me.

she came over n waited for me.

and we went for dinner tgt.

i told her wat happened to me ytd.

i told her im damn angry!

she really understand me tat well.

she told me tat im the type of soft hearted.

i'll sure forgive them de.

yup i noe i will.

but i dont noe when.

and i dont noe how.

i'll see how n when ba.

we went to boon keng for dinner.

our fav hangout place.

we talked alot.

yes!

i found someone who had the same thinking as me.

i can prove him wrong le!

haas!

money is not everything.

which is more impt?

which path will u choose from below:

1. u're rich but u're unhappy?

2. u're poor but u're happy?

if i have more i'll spend more.

if i have less just spend less.

nina thinks this way too.

it reminds me of the 2 of us can had 1 hangout session spent up to 100bucks.

n while she's jobless.

she can spend 200bucks in 3mths.

yes tats wat i mean.

perhaps we came from a not so good financial family.

we have to start work as young as 14 to have extra pocket money.

thus it makes us have similar mind.

we do agree tat guys are damn ego!

YES THEY ARE!!

dont take things too hard.

if not life will be hard.

im so agree with wat i said.

coz i used to taking things hard.

ended up my life sux.

dont set high expectation.

the higher expectation the higher disappointment.

from mistakes i learned not to take things too hard.

not to have high expectations.

n now im happier den before.

its true!

i talked to much to him.

90% he dont agree.

but she agree with me 90%.

nina is really so me lor.

(:

aft today.

i found 1 more abt myself.

im a good listener.

not a good talker.

ur sms made me fed up abit.

"i TOT you THINK who CONFIRM?"

freak~!!

-.-

tmr working opening at 0630.

nights all~

loves!

<3

im fcuking ANGRY!!!

this is the **th times tat HAFFIS no show on a date n u put me aeroplane!!!

and one more!!

FALIQ noes tat i hate HAFFIS no show on dates.

n yet he did the same thing!!

YES so NOW!

i wana do the same thing.

not answering any phone calls from the 2 of u.

not replying any msgs from the 2 of u.

tats wat ppl always say..

can offend anyone in the world.

but dont offend ladies.

the 2 of u are doomed this time round.

ended up left with only nia n me went to sentosa.

:(

anw till now 1 whole day.

no call no msg from the 2 of them apologising.

this made me more ANGRY.

well if they can live on without guilt abt this matter.

frankly speaking.

i salute the both of them!

>.<

in the noon went shopping with mum n friends.

saw few pairs of shoes n heels tat i liked.

but all no my size!

hate my leg being so small.

-.-

tmr will be a brand new day!

dont think abt wat had happened today.

and work hard tmr!

cheers!

=DD

wahh!!

he finally re-appeared aft MIA-ing!

i asked him "wahh u still alive ar?"

tats i always said to him too.

haas!

he did call me a couple of times but i really got no time to talk to him.

i told him i'll call him back.

when im free to call him back.

he's not free.

he told me he'll call me back.

so till now.

still no outcome wat will happen on this sat.

hais!

everything goes on smoothly today.

boss is kind of happy.

(:

where will i be on 1may?

how will my schedule be like next mth?

i dont wana have another heart attack

but boss is trying her best to keep me.

just wait n see ba!

argh!!

i really hate him MIA-ing!!

is like the WHOLE WORLD is looking for him!!

freak!!

made me cant shop online.

-.-

sometimes i really feel like dont wana forgive him.

but kind of difficult to do it leh.

anw im used to it alr.

i always tell myself just dont take it too hard can le lah.

he had really changed ever since the day he left.

i really dont noe wat will happen to this sat's plan.

dont feel like thinking.

coz im damn tired.

brain dead.

n oso i ever said.

no more planning no more organizing for me.

esp gathering.

ever since my previous experience.

no heart to do this kind of stuff anymore.

-acting to be very sad-

SIO class cancelled.

:(

but actually right..

we're damn happy abt it!

lols.

the zone trainer on mc today.

im damn shocked when she called n told me tat.

felt sorry to those who're alr otw to store n have to u-turn back home.

more sad to those who're alr in store.

one lucky one who is still at home.

im considered lucky too.

coz im working opening.

no harm for me.

glad tat not a long day for me!

(:

tix for universal studios on 20th are gone!!

well...

thanks so much to the so-call-organizer...

-.-

he did re-appeared just now in the noon.

but now disappeared again.

fed-dup!!

>.<

is it bad being 'daughter of the family'?

i felt so unfair!

sound so old times right?

but i somehow felt tat way.

imagine.

my father woke my brother up on one morning asking him wat he wants for breakfast?

im sleeping too.

nv even asked me.

not even buy a piece of bread for me.

cant be bothered to talk to anyone.

bathed n i went out.

>.<

how would u feel?

next imagine..

aft 1 whole day of work of coz hoping to have mum's home-cooked dinner.

guess wat?

otw home she called me saying brother not gg home for dinner so she's not cooking.

asked me to go n pack food home for dinner.

i was like...

WTH lor!

he's not gg home for dinner.

but i am!

den who am i?!!

i was so damn angry.

indirectly wana let her to tat im angry.

i did not go pack food home.

i went home n cook MAGGIE for dinner!!!

argh~!!!

how would u feel?

>.<

dear..

tmr when i meet u can u tell me ur good news?

let me have 1 less thing to worry n stress abt k?

loves!

<3

my precious sunday off.

(:

went IT show with dear.

damn lot of ppl.

i got wat i wanted.

n left.

coz he HATES places with lots of ppl.

he kind of giving me faces alr.

next time no more gg IT show with him.

-.-

next den we headed towards carrefour.

yup yup!

we wana take up new hobby!

so went there check out the stuffs.

lols.

=DD

WAHH!!

haffis called me back aft 2days!

2days ago i called n msg him coz i really got urgent + impt thing to ask him.

imagine i even called fadz, faliq n cath for help.

see how desperate am i~!!

i think if i really need his help to rescue me.

think im died le lah.

-.-

anw..

i oso nv ans his call.

coz i realised his miss call abt 2hrs later.

haas!

=D

tmr opening.

will be a damn long day for me.

with the stupid SIO.

might end at 8 or 9pm.

so sick lor!

>.<

he ORD lohh!!

finally get to see his pink IC aft 2yrs.

lols.

really been thru alot this 2yrs.

from before he go ns.

picking me up from work almost everyday.

ppl at work says im fortunate.

(:

den he went ns.

from meeting daily to meeting once a week?

sometimes once every 2weeks.

initially really damn not used to it.

but have to overcome it.

n oso hearing stories n stories alot couples will break up when the guy is in ns.

im scared upon hearing tat.

i dont believe stories.

instead i believe the both of us.

den 2yrs aft.

we're so lovely tgt.

<3

now my biggest worry is him.

hope he'll get a job soon.

hope i'll hear good new from him on tue.

(:

ytd opening.

kind of damn rush.

coz need to be at clementi at 5pm to collect my lens.

hees!

got it!

=p

fast n efficient!

pretty n nice lens too!

http://vainnybloqshop.onsugar.com/

he's now out at dbl o with his camp friends enjoying their ORD-ing.

im shocked tat he told me he's gg there.

coz his the type of person hates crowd.

n dbl o is DAMN LOT of ppl de lor.

guess wat!

he actually asked me wana join him or not.

surprisingly!

i rejected.

he's surprised too!

he noes i like to go there.

perhaps last time ba.

i rejected coz..dont feel like gg le ba.

n i want him to enjoy with his friends.

with me along?

kind of troublesome for him?

i think.

hmm to think back..

i told him im kind of abit regretted reject his offer.

abit missing my those dbl-o-ing days.

haas.

nvm its ok lah.

he told me of got the chance we'll go tgt.

(:

anw..

i'll enjoy myself zirca-ing on 7apr first!

n cfm!

fadz n haffis gg on 7apr too!

yes ahh!

=DD

think if without the 2 of them.

i wont wana go ba.

imagine gg zirca with my management team?

sleeping at home will be a better choice.

=x

universal studios on 20mar?

on?

or off?

organizer MIA again~

freak..

-.-

damn emo aft noeing nia got into early childhood diploma.

thinking back..

tat was my dream course 6yrs ago.

i still all the way went to NP to apply for tat course.

failed.

i dont get into any of my dream course.

so i ended up at NYP ECC course.

den again thinking back.

3yrs ago.

i cant get into any course i like in any of the uni in sg.

so i gave up studying.

chose to work.

coz i dont want history to happen again.

studying a course tat i dont like.

90% of ppl asked me y i dont wana continue study.

my ans is always my results are bad n cant enter uni.

till now..

ppl are still asking me really dont wana go back study le mah?

my ans is always see how first lahh.

hmm..

perhaps this is one of my regrets n failures in life.

nv ever get into my dream course to fulfill my dream.

hais..

:(

no online shopping this mth!

coz no extra cash this mth!

had spent on something else le.

always seeing those blogshop with nice tops n dresses.

i'll tell myself either it's not nice or it doesn't fit me.

well actually im just cheating myself!

lols!

next mth ba k!

=DD

louise asked me to be mentally prepared.

i might be the one transferring to skate park.

im not sad to be transfer out.

coz centrepoint got nth memorable for me.

unlike marina.

but i dont want to go skate park got another reason.

but if bosses want to to go.

i wont say no.

i'll follow want company says.

just like wat he said.

(:

i suddenly realised..

we're 30mths old!

<3

i dont noe y im damn emo abt wat im doing now if everything in 30mths ago does not happen?

1st

wat if 30mths ago i did not had tat conversation with irene tay in the cab otw to kallang?

i'll not have the chance to be promoted to 2nd asst.

i'll not be wat i am now.

tat chid care centre had agreed to hire me 30mths ago.

due to my luck.

i met irene tay.

i chose to get promoted.

n i did not turn up during the 1st day of work at the child care centre.

but..

wat if 30mths ago i did not met irene tay?

will i still be working at the child care centre?

or wat will i be now?

2nd

wat if 30mths ago i did not met him?

wat will i be now?

n wat will he be now?

i asked him..

he told me he dont noe.

he asked me back.

i told him frankly.

i told him i might be still as playful as 30mths ago.

im not a bad girl.

just wana enjoy life.

tats my mindset at tat point of time.

but anw tats just all my random tots.

im satisfied wat i am now.

(:

today not working.

acc him to 2 interviews just now.

1 failed.

coz not the position he wanted.

the 2nd one waiting for call.

he's so stressed up looking for 1.

im so stressed for him too.

hais.

its easy to get a job.

just tat its not easy to get ur dream job.

went ecp.

had a very long heart-to-heart talk session.

<3

i believe most ppl do have regrets during parts of their life.

instead of regretting the past.

y not look forward n think abt brighter future?

(:

i had a great day.

aft so long.

im real happy this time round.

but everything doesnt come easy.

reached work ard 1115.

found out freezer light bulb is fused since thursday.

friday got no one to change?

or the DIY shop close on friday?

y must inform me?

who was off for 2days n back to work on sat noon to change the bulb?

fri 1 whole day my poor crews gg in n out freezer in darkness?

tsk tsk tsk.

kind of WTF lahh.

fed up!

>.<

next saw my poor robert face so stressed up.

asked him wat happen?

he said he's died.

asked me to look at the schedule n plan the shift first.

wahh SHIT lor not SHIFT.

3crews nv turn up.

4crews on leave.

1crew attach to forum.

called up crews to coming in earlier.

n called forum to get back my crew.

we ourself oso dying liao.

still wana help others?

next life ba!

asked louise permission.

den called forum.

SHIT!

their phone engaged!

no choice.

to call haffis.

as usual.

he nv ans!

FREAK!

i really freaking out man.

i tried calling forum again.

phew~

got thru'.

talked to regina.

nagged by her.

she said she dying too.

i told her im DIED!

i dont care.

watever it is.

i want back my crew.

got back my crew.

got crews to come in earlier.

phew~

there goes my shift.

kind of smooth for tat 2hrs.

(:

aft tat...

lana n sharon came.

SHIT lahh.

office ppl just like to do travel doing busy weekends.

suddenly started to get busy.

not enough coverage.

with tat 2 ard talking abt this n tat.

once again im freak out.

there goes my temper!

>.<

i did not go n entertain them.

they finally go off aft 1-2hrs of feedback session.

to me.

they are just nothing better to do.

aft tat.

went to eat at newly opened kopitiam @ B2.

came back from break.

once again freak out.

seeing my queue almost till cold storage!!

wat is he doing?!

tot alr said need to focus on assets oso?!

its really a busy n a not easy day.

-.-

at 6pm

argh..

another 2hrs to stressed.

but not as busy.

so still ok.

den haffis finally call me back.

so late den call back.

i always told him.

if i really need his help.

i sure die liao de.

haas.

i told him i got scoldings from his boss.

he still dare to laugh at me.

win..

-.-

den nia called me.

asked me out for movie.

den i asked haffis too.

asked haffis to asked fadz.

den ended up.

haffis dont wana go.

coz fadz n faliq not gg.

nvm lah.

perhaps he thinks tat nia n me will eat him up ba.

dont dare to come out with us.

=p

anw..

i saw ivy!

n janice

my ex-mgrs at kallang.

haas.

i told janice to go DnD on 2nd day.

she dont even noe we're having DnD.

win...

lols.

wanting to let janice where's zirca.

i called n asked haffis wat the the name of the club b4 zirca.

coz i suddenly forget the place le!

its MOS!!

think haffis will think im crazy.

call him to ask him tat.

lols.

my 2hrs was kind of fun n playful.

=p

finally 8pm.

den he shouted to me saying results is out.

PERFECT!!

lalala!

im damn happy!!

=DD

all the incidents happened is worth it.

(:

at last.

nia dont wana meet up.

coz she not feeling well.

luckily haffis did not want to join.

den dear called me for supper.

phew~

luckily i did not meet nia.

things are so lucky for me.

how i wish everyday im tat lucky!

(:

just came back from supper with dear.

<3

last night of his programme le.

aft 2.5hrs of hard work.

finally i called in le!

yun heard me!

lols.

=DD

these 2 days not working.

stayed at home and being lazy.

hais.

gg to universal studios on 20mar.

tix @ $72.

kind of not cheap.

but kind of looking forward for it.

if the universal studios is not open.

think im not looking forward for this gathering ba.

(:

hope he'll find a job soon.

so that he hope be so stressed up.

(:

somehow i do hope tat he'll accept my friends.

they are really good ppl.

hmm..

(:

im feel tat im like slacking!

arghh!!

WHY?!?!

cant!

i cant slack anymore!

alot ppl are climbing faster n faster!

wake up suet!!

dont slack!

>.<

its already 3rd mth of yr 2010.

seems like no improvement in me.

n yet my performance is like getting worse n worst.

freakk!

i dont wana disappoint my boss!

not working today.

so long nv feel so lazy like this.

=p

one told me another BIG secret.

y did so much things happened?

hais.

felt so heart pain.

y did he so stupid to do such things.

i really hate ppl working in mcd and do such things.

heart pain to lose someone close.

hope not another one close to me will do such things.

y did she commented he always late for work.

seriously when i was at marina tgt with him.

he was not like tat.

not wanting to protect him.

but its true.

since she alr commented tat way.

no 2nd words frm me.

if not ppl will think else way.

2 heart pain things happened to my close ones.

1 HAPPY thing happen too!

fadz got promoted!

im really so happy for him.

seeing him growing n climbing up slowly.

happy =D

im glad that he did not chose to resign.

i noe he's scared.

but im always there for him to consult me.

jiayou fadz!

we'll support u!

(:

yet now im waiting for him to get promoted.

the well deserved one.

the one tat i really seeing them growing.

i noe he's anxious.

but ur chance will come.

u think its not possible coz others are more senior den u.

u're wrong.

getting promoted is not seeing how senior are u.

its ur performance n working attitude.

wish u luck!

we'll support u too!

(:

now so many secret within me.

thinking back those days so many ppl trusted me for secrets.

so im the one who dont noe anything.

or the one being last to noe wat happened.

hmm.

or is it coz of tat made me grew up always think n think n think?

d&d coming!

on 5apr n 7apr.

gg to zirca this yr.

i chose to go 7apr.

i told 'my gang' to go on 7apr too.

but this yr our gang seems like becoming lesser n lesser ppl.

sads.

hmm..

the 3-4 of us enough le ba!

(:

kind of very looking forward n very excited.

hope what last yr happened wont happened this yr.

(:

y i really got off 20th?

means tat i have to go sentosa with them?

see how ba..

its past midnight!

im tired aft working n meeting n dinner n lotsa work stuffs!

im still up coz i just called in 933!

again!

n first time dedicate song(as in choose song).

lols.

called in quite a number of times le.

nothing special.

but its interesting n exciting.

really!!

u might wana try one day?

if u got the patience lahh!

haha!!

=D

im real tired aft 3 days opening.

suddenly i kind of falling in love working opening.

haas.

coz aft work still got lots free time.

can do alot of things.

like can do work at home.

some work cant be done at work de.

cant concentrate tat much.

doing work at home is very peaceful.

(:

another example.

can go out aft work.

and alot more things can be done.

but horr...

i just hate waking up early.

-.-

had management meeting just now.

den we went dinner tgt.

thanks suresh for the treat.

lols!

=D

louise told me 1 BIG secret.

hmm...

i dont rmb did i gave anyone i noe frm mcd my blog add.

so i better dont say wat louise told me.

hais..

i just feel tat...unfair?

bu fu!!

>.<

but wat to do?

he is a nus degree holder.

of coz will get it lah.

i felt so shitty coz y do mcd looking at cert now.

unlike in the past.

experience is impt.

louise told me its the fact lah.

its true lahh.

have to face it.

again i asked louise.

den will be my turn?

yupp if i work hard i'll sure deserve it de.

my chance will come one day.

dont be disappointed.

at least im abit more knowledgeable before i move on.

cheer up!

(:

will update abt hehehahahoho dinner tmr ba.

im tired le..

<3

our another gathering ever since our chalet on sept'09.

this time round gg sentosa.

no idea for wat.

kind of not really looking forward.

dont noe y.

maybe too last min?

too late for me to request off?

partly ba.

i really feel like join them happily to enjoy.

but i think i might join them enjoying happily.

coz all i afraid is another unnecessary quarrel.

hais..

i dont noe lah.

tmr is a incomplete gathering.

:(

no jogging.

just mdp n pr/wpr.

at least i complete somethings.

(:

no more plannings.

no more organising.

no any more.

its a tired week for me.

worked for the past 4days.

den today suppose to go off.

but went for hiring in the morning.

finished in less den 3hrs.

den tmr have to work for another 5days.

im ok de.

weekdays no off its ok.

just let me go off on sun can le.

(:

conflict started again?

i noe my job is to program tat oven.

i nv program it tat day coz i got no time to do it.

i nv do it tat day doesnt mean i wont do it the next day.

i alr promised myself to squeeze out time no matter wat the next day to do it.

and..

when i reached work the next day.

u're the one who told me the oven spoilt liao.

cant be program.

ok fine.

since u said tat.

i dont bother to do it lah.

and wth today u twisted ur words saying tat u tried doing it again den can program liao.

fcuk lah.

den boss asked me y i nv do it.

hais.

so next time.

if its not ur job.

pls dont do it.

i'll do it myself no matter wat.

i dont need ur help!

just now aft hiring its only 1230pm.

tot of calling up whoever is free.

but think think think.

dont want lah.

i do enjoy being a good girl.

(:

target for today!

1. finished up my mdp

2. finish writing pr/wpr

3. go jogging?

see how lah!

lols =DD

i feel im a good girl today.

finished work at 1530.

but left ard 1645.

coz need to clear up some unfinished work of ytd's.

reached home ard 1715.

bathed n had my dinner.

imagine i had my dinner at 1830.

seldom have my dinner tat early.

but i like to have early dinner.

coz by the time i slp im alr fully digested.

lols.

aft dinner.

watched tv.

very motivated doing my mdp n writing pr/wpr.

yes jia you suet!

ppa on apr.

n i wana complete my mdp asap!

tats y i said im a good girl today.

=p

but im kind of boring too at home.

alone.

bro not at home.

mum went to work another job.

hais.

feel wired the hse is so quiet.

i like it.

but i dont like it.

hais.

saw diana at work this morning!

with her hubby.

i shouted!

imagine the loudness of my shoutings.

lols.

ytd just sms-ing with airen abt diana's wedding.

today i met her.

fate!

haas.

but sads i maybe cant attend.

coz working till 1730.

if airen all will wana wait for me.

i see whether can change to work opening n finish at 1600.

den i run to pasir ris.

lols.

i was thinking whether im gg for diana's wedding or not.

i feel like working opening.

if i work m shift.

i'll hold cash.

new mgr yuan quan cant run shift yet.

i need to guide him.

n i need to do ordering.

tired de leh!!

hais.

tmr den see how lahh.

hoping for better tmr!

:))

felt better aft everything.

(:

but im still bu shuang her.

sometimes i do find myself kind of stupid.

dont noe wat am i thinking oso.

hais.

-.-

1st day cny.

went pai nian.

but not at relatives hse.

sounds funny?

tats y i dont like cny when im in sg.

i miss all my aunties uncles cousins nieces n nephews in msia.

:(

met dear ard late noon.

went 313@somerset.

shocked tat most of the shops are still open.

haas.

went dinner at mache.

den went to river hong bao.

den walked over to marina square.

most of the shops at closed!

except all those food stores.

so unlike 313!

haas.

feel kind of shitty tat need to work tmr.

since im in sg.

cny is nth for me.

so might as well work.

cheer up ba!

(:

happy cny n happy vdae to all!

(:

had a very unique reunion dinner.

although we're not family.

but we're close like 1 family.

(:

im so shocked tat sao wee is taller den me now!!

my goodness..

so fast.

15yrs had past.

he is 15yrs old now.

thinking back 15yrs ago i was still...7yrs old?

its so new to me to see such a tiny baby.

sao wee slowly grow up and me n my bro always went over to their hse to play.

or play at the corridor.

or even at the playground.

den they shifted when he was 4yrs old?

we still go over to their hse.

and again they shifted few yrs aft.

yupp i rmb i played bball with him once below their block.

he was den in pri sch.

wow!

time real flies.

he's sec 3 now.

from a tiny baby i saw till now.

big boy!

=p

ah yi was there too.

its sao wee's ah yi actually.

but we oso call her ah yi.

tat time when i was still a small girl she was dating with uncle lim.

but now they alr got a daughter in pri3.

den uncle lim was telling her daughter tat when he noe me i was still her age.

wahh suddenly i felt so old aft he said tat!!

-.-

n the most shocking thing for the night is...

zhi wei was there too!!!!

he is the one who got serious crush on me when i was 14yrs old!

it was like 8yrs back!

lols.

i felt so shock is coz i was packing my stuffs few days back.

i saw my whole stack of letters.

i read most of them.

including his.

i find it so...

hmm...

haas.

surprisingly few days aft i'll meet him!

nv ever i tot n expect this will happen!!

when i overheard auntie saying hos oso coming over for dinner.

i was like...HUH!!!

lols.

met him.

nth lah actually.

maybe he had forgot wat he ever told me?

watever it is i dont care he rmb or not lah.

he's attached n im attached.

n we're friends.

(:

surprisingly he still rmb my bdae?!

he told me he wanted to wished me.

but he lost my contact.

wahh serious mahh still rmb my bdae..

i think i oso still rmb his.

if i nv rmb wrongly lah..

haas!

to think back..

i find it funny.

and abit scary too..

=DD

its actually glad that can find someone to lent me their ears to vent my anger.

esp abt work stuffs.

coz not all my friends understand.

i had been always wanted to say.

i always feel tat he's like my guardian angel.

always i feel down at work.

most of the times i'll received his sms asking me 'hey how are u?are u ok?'

i always wanted to ask him y does he noe tat im not ok?

i ever replied him im ok when im not ok.

but he continue asking 'serious not u're ok?wat happen?'

he like noe tat i feel sad like tat.

it happened afew times alr.

co-incidence?

den i dont wana lie to him so i told him bla bla bla happened.

he'll sure call me n talk to me.

hear me wat i've to say.

n i'll listen for his advise.

sometimes i really feel like telling him 'how i hope u're still my 1st asst.'

he is the 1st asst tat i always respect.

i wana learn frm him.

coz he's 1 of the youngest 1st asst in the market.

yupp he's younger den me yet he's a 1st asst alr.

ya he's younger den me 2wks nia lah.

haas.

yupp anw thanks pakcikk.

i really appreciate ur every call.

(:

i'll oso appreciate tat u dont always go MIA!

lols.

=DD

i felt so guilty.

sorry to all!

i felt so sad.

can i be happier?

seriously im kind of NOT looking forward for cny.

perhaps cny is just a normal day for me ba.

i hate the way she talked to me.

the way she looked at me.

I HATE!!!

its like as if i owe her $10k!!

if things can be done easily?

y not she do it during her shift?

den wat is she doing during her graveyard shift?

even boss ask me this!

god noes ahh!

den things undone making noise at me.

again!

HEY I DID MY JOB N MY PART OK!!

if u wana make comments on my task.

pls make sure ur task is perfect den pin point at others.

since ur crew schedule is in a total mess.

so just shut ur mouth up!

if u're not my 1st asst.

i alr say it straight infront of ur face.

its coz u're the 1st asst of the store(not mine!).

i still leave some face n respect for u.

i will nv ever forget she said me being defensive!

SHIT lah.

she herself being freaking damn denfensive.

had done wrong finding ten thousand and one reasons n excuses.

the problem with her is not knowing how to communicate to others in a nice manner.

u respect me.

for sure i respect u.

u treat me shit.

u better watch out!

i told boss i wana talk to her face to face.

coz im really freaking out alr!

sometimes i really feel like giving up.

can someone help me?

who can i talk to?

its time to vent my anger!!

y am i having mgrs who using BUTT to think instead of using BRAIN?

y am i having mgrs who are in MANUAL mode instead of AUTO mode?

made me got scoldings from boss.

she called me during my off day asking y things not done?

wahh..

im off for 4days.

during the 4days wat my mgrs doing?

did nth?

i ask boss..

all the mgrs are alr adults.

in fact im the youngest!

dont they have the initiative responsibility brain n auto to do their work?

sadly..

my boss oso admit that they dont have..

die lahh like that.

i noe that's my task.

but without the teamwork.

my task will nv be perfect.

so it means tat i need to work daily to nag at everybody?

hais..

its really tiring nagging at everybody daily the same old things de lehh..

although im only 22 yrs old..

at work i really sounds like a 42 yrs old old lady nagging at everybody lor.

hais..

sometimes i dont blame boss from scolding me or wat lahh.

watever it is.

its my task.

she just want me to help her to tell the mgrs off.

i understand.

okie boss i'll do tat.

(:

yes!

i got my levis' ladies jeans le!

=D

hmm..

not the design i actually wanted.

perhaps its better to shop when less ppl.

n oso maybe the way the salesgirl talked.

the one at tm sucks.

=x

cant get any shoes.

shopped the whole bj n bgv.

none caught my eyes.

this thu n fri gg out to hunt for shoes again.

if cant den forget it.

no new shoes for cny this yr.

-.-

kind of totally forget to mentioned abt our trip to bkk.

=D

yes aft so long discussing n confirmation.

its finally confirmed!

:))

16-19may.

very the look forward.

excited!

=DD

cny reunion dinner with jies on 11feb.

:))

hais..

my luck is so damn down dowNn DOWNN!!!

dont noe wat had happened.

n dont noe wat is happening.

im dehydrating soon.

its flooding.

i rmb i told my friend this.

my friend say will call plumber for me.

(:

cny!

although how much i dont look forward for it.

but it still will arrive in a week's time.

so still have to get prepared for it.

got lots n lots n LOTs of tops n dresses.

=D

but im really in need of shoes!

scared no time to get it.

n im getting a levis' ladies jeans.

went tm just now.

but no my size!

-.-

gg bugis tmr to check it out.

wish me luck!

got my hair cutted.

no any shorter.

just thinner.

coz feel like having my very long long hair back again.

hees.

=p

n im doing DIY hair colour.

haas.

tmr is my 4th off day in a row.

n back to work again

actually i shld feel happy tat i got so many off days straight.

but this time round.

i dont feel happy at all.

dont ask me y.

my hand is so unluckyy..

i cutted my thumb.

n i burned my index fingers.

hais.

sob sob.

):

cny is in 1week time.

but seriously.

i dont really looking forward for it.

my leave was not approved n have to stayed in sg n worst need to work.

n even if my leave is approved.

kind of no use gg back msia.

no events too.

no more sunway lagoon.

no more cameron highlands.

no more da jiu's cooking for reunion dinner.

kind of a boring cny.

-.-

talked abt reunion dinner.

i just emailed my jies to meet up for our very own reunion dinner.

i rmb we had it yrs back.

recent yrs like dont have lehh..

did we had 1 last yr?

i forgot le!

=x

haas.

kind of very looking forward for it!

=DD

im damn freaking ANGRY!!!

wat a 1st asst i have!

went for meeting had learn new knowledge abt new system.

she jolly well nv teach any of us.

none of us noe except she herself!!!

n im the first one who gonna use it.

it was 1.30am.

who shall i call for help?

even god oso cant help me.

i no choice i msg boss.

felt so shit to wake her up at tat timing.

sorry!

den we realise there's new system started.

my boss dont noe how to go abt it coz she nv attend the meeting.

boss asked me to call 1st asst.

i called her abt 10times to wake her up.

no!

i dont feel anything to wake her up at 2am!

she deserved it!!!!!

n made me went home at 3am instead of 2am.

will she felt shit for me?

i dont think so!

im not tat calculative of staying an hr longer.

i just pity my crews who are innocent have to wait for me.

even the transport driver need to wait for me too!

arghh~!!!

i really nv see such a 1st asst before!!!

my 3 ex 1st asst are much much more 100times responsible than her!!

she's not my 1st asst.

even my boss dont admit she's her 1st asst.

she's just a nobody's 1st asst!

i really do believe that when eyelids 'jumps'.

sthg will happen.

indeed.

wat a day i had -.-

its feb alr.

kind of fast ehh.

can time go slower?

i cant catch up everything.

hmm how shall i put into words?

i feel the pace of my life is getting faster n faster.

till i cant live properly.

every min every sec im thinking wat i have not done?

wat i shall do next?

keep on fear abt this fear abt tat.

i find myself recently became a very gan chiong person.

a very kiasu person.

i think i coz all the stress given to me.

i really wana get things done.

but time is restraining me from everything.

hais.

i wish i can calm myself down n take things slowly.

i like gg see psychologist le.

coz im like gg crazy soon if everything continue like this.

hais............

yeah~!

finally i dont need to force myself to slp early n to wake up early le!

consecutively 2 opening.

thu n fri.

wed night i just cant get into slp at all.

-.-

at 11plus i feel so sleepy le.

coz had been awake for 24hrs.

cant slp.

yet still need to work!

so freak~

nina came over at 5.

she waited for me to clear up my work.

we went home tgt.

bathed.

had dinner.

watched tv.

I WAS DAMN TIRED.

i went to slp.

today was ok.

just tat cant eat peacefully.

my auntie bought me kway tiau for breakfast.

i ate abit at 8am.

continue few mouthful at 1130am.

somemore at 2pm.

finished at 4pm.

pity right?

too busy n no time to eat!!

-.-

went alter my dress aft work.

gg for movie le!

tooth fairy~

here i come!

=DD

ciaos~

i called in 933 again!

lalala~

=D

no one date me.

nv visit sean n sharlin.

coz i woke up at 3pm!

lols.

think they're in the plane on the way back to australia now le ba.

see ya next time!

=p

promised not to shop online anymore.

got far too much tops and dresses le.

but just cant resist the temptation!

=DD

i went jogging today!

hees!

(:

tmr management meeting.

sians.

-.-

nothing much happened at work.

bosses just like to visit centrepoint.

perhaps we're at town area.

its a danger for me working at orchard.

be it regarding work or even personal.

=|

time really flies while im at centrepoint.

i mean really fast!

im there for 8.5mths already!

i think its coz centrepoint is much more busier tats y i feel times real flies.

well this qns leads to me thinking..

where n when will be my next store?

new store scape park?

hees..

just randomly thinking.

nv tried opening new store before.

maybe if can i wana try.

think it will be a good experience.

(:

haha!

y am i thinking of transferring out?!

when my days at marina i dont ever think of transferring out.

n i dont wana be transferred out!

coz the ppl there are real great!

so..

am i indirectly saying ppl at centrepoint are not great?

well..

no comments.

finally my off day aft 5days of work.

used to the tiredness le.

dont noe where to go.

date me out pls!

lols.

wana go visit sean n sharlin before they gg back to australia.

think sharlin will not rmb me when the next time i see her.

will sean rmb me when the next time i see him?

=p

im glad having such positive guys in store who trying their best to make the store shine.

(:

its oso a misfortune having those stubborn girls in store who going against those positive guys.

-.-

felt abit shity being a cafe mgr who cant make a perfect cappuccino.

):

got sabo-ed as she mc n made me running the store alone aft 6pm till store closes at 12am on a busy sunday.

even my crew asked me y am i alone.

kind of hate running store alone.

coz cant go toilet n have my break in peace.

-_-"

hope n pray the result of the visit just now i a PASS.

i dont noe to be happy or sad tat she did not come on my shift.

den when n who will discover my talents?

i really dont wana wait too long...

well forget it.

just work hard n think positively ba!

jia you!

=D

just read my past posts.

1 dated 9nov09.

ya the one i mentioned he lost his 'couple ring' of ours.

yes!

he found it!

he found it just on his driver seat lor.

its like he had been sitting there drove so many many times.

funny~

so wat i told him its true.

(:

loves!

<3

he took mine ever since he lost his.

n now i wanted mine back.

he refused to return me.

sads.

but nvm.

i noe y.

(:

nv met him for this whole week.

missing my love!

i oso realised i have yet meet my jies ever since i came back from genting.

coz the gifts is still with me!

lols.

missing my jies!

i cant rmb when is the last time i met my ex-best-friend.

2mths?

3mths?

hmm...

wat a day~

yes!

stupid unreasonable ridiculous customers!

again~

i really wana go pai pai pray to chase away my swayness.

-.-

she bought a $10.85 meal at 2145hrs.

den at 2245hrs came back and complaint that the food(everything!) is undelicious.

well since its undelicious.

return the whole meal to me!

but instead.

she finished up everything!

yet demanded for a full refund.

WTF!!!

i left store le.

he/she came to my mgr and asked for a lost n found hp back.

saying tat alr called up the restaurant to verify.

he/she spoke to mgr name eddie.

freak lahh.

my store no one named eddie lor.

fine nvm.

while my mgr was calling me and the rest to ask whether really is there and lost n found hp(assuming he/she hear the wrong mgr name lahh ahh)

he/she scolded my mgr for not having the sense of urgency.

***k lahh.

u want back ur hp wait lahh while my mgr check with the rest of us.

am i right?

guess wat?!?!

he/she told my mgr tat...

he/she went to the WRONG restaurant!!!

WTF~!!!

my mgr got scolded for nothing...

y is there such ppl in this society?

hope these kind ppl dont go overseas.

even if they do.

pls pls pls dont ever say they are from singapore.

damn throw face!!!

sorry!

did not went movie with u all.

kind of tired le.

n not the movie i wana watch.

next time k!

=p

im not tired.

im VERY tired!

i reached KAP at 1230pm

and i reached home 12am.

made me cant join june and all for movie.

sads.

):

im kind of addicted calling into 933 le.

i called in 2 times le.

hees.

lalala~

=p

busy and tired!

-.-

ppl outside might not noe.

working at mcd is oso very stressful.

ppl might think all we do is make n sell burgers.

all we say is 'hi welcome', 'thank you see you again'.

but behind all these there is damn lot of work.

im always thinking other fast food have what we had?

FOR?

SOR?

PPA?

MS?

CSO?

how i wish i can get my friends to join gapbuster n visit my store.

once our result is fail.

is like as if getting a F9 for O's eng.

tats how serious it is.

if we pass our result.

is like as if we got a degree cert.

tats how impt to us.

for every new promotion.

the preparation is not easy for us operation n head office ppl.

is like as if building a beautiful perfect house from a empty flat land.

tats how tedious it is.

yes we are that stress.

while consumers outside?

wat they noe?

all they noe is to complain complain more complaints and endless of complaints!!

FEDD UPP~!!!

think i wana go pai pai to chase away the sway-ness le.

-.-

back!!

not me.

my laptop!!

ya for those who dont noe.

my laptop's down.

os and windows crush.

dont ask me y.

i dont noe!

sent for repair.

for abt 2weeks?

all i can comment is..

stupid lenovo.

no more lenovo laptop in future!

-.-

5jan

met up my 2 goondu friends.

did some shopping for myself.

ya finally i bought sthg for him!

=p

had drinks at iluma suites.

a highly recommended place!

(:

had dinner at bj pastamania.

n we watched alvin & chipmunks 2 at iluma.

the show is so great!

10/10

=D

7jan

finally my goondu friend who has not been working for 4mths plus.

found job n start working le.

happy for her!

(:

no more doing crew schedule.

finally~

but im kind of bu fu qi.

when i do schedule.

down crew like siao.

den now she do schedule.

got enough crew liao.

low peak season.

do schedule of coz easy lah.

hais.

watever lahh.

i dont care.

as long as im less stress can le.

still planning our may bkk trip.

fast fast cfm n wana book tix le!

excited cant wait!!!

=D

ytd i went to a bread shop near my house to buy waffle.

while waiting i heard my fav dj's voice frm 933 last time.

ya she went over to another radio station le.

sads.

just missed her voice n her programme.

ciaos~

(:

say bye to 2009.

say hello to 2010.

happy new year to all!

(:

2009

i adopt alot of changes.

i realised im silly.

i realised my mistakes.

i dont noe how to appreciate.

im lost a couple of times.

i had be forgiven alot of times.

i cried alot.

overall happiness for 2009: 6/10

1 only thing tat nv change.

their love for me n my love for them.

u noe who u are.

u all are the only ones be with me during my most down period of time.

i believe our love for each other will nv change.

even 10yrs 20yrs or even 50yrs down the road.

am i right?

(:

ohh ya.
actually i did something good before 2009 ends.
(:
i talked to (actually is msn lah) someone tat im angry with for 2.5mths.
we have not been contacting all these while.
she even hide herself when she see me.
i 'tot' i have lose a friend.
i 'think' i had forgiven her.
i 'think' she's my friend again.
if not she wont be bother to wish me happy bdae.
she wont be bother to msn me asking me still angry with her.

happy 2009 ending (:

31dec new year eve.

most of u must be either at marina or sentosa or vivo celebrating counting down right?

as for me?

finished work at 11pm.

i really got no plan n no where to go.

no one call me n i dont noe who to call.

so i assume all my friends had their own plans.

i noe u all will ask where's my boy right?

he's oso working till 11pm.

think abt his workplace and my workplace.

think abt his hse n my hse.

all is totally out of way.

by the time we meet i feel tat no use no meaning for me.

so i forget abt meeting up.

ended up.
i spent my very first moment of the year 2010 at home.
sad?
yes im very sad!

at the start of 2010 im so sad le.

can i be happy for the rest of 2010?

i hope so.

n i wana be happy!

(:

2010 new year resolutions

travel to anywhere everywhere (:

no more quarrels with boy (:

get promoted (:

exercise more often (:

few simple resolutions which relates my whole life.

personal.

love.

career.

health.

(: